Myfamily knows nothing. only his knows xD AHHA. but ehhh even a long ass time ago people said we were cute together whenever we had cam chats on tumblr. i dont really see it x) buut, hes talking to someone and i still like my ex. So, nothing can happen between us. We used to like eachother tho. aha.
ohhh i see i see. & thats cuteee! you guys would be a cute couplee. no matter thaa age difference its cool. but i mean if he likes someone and you like someone else ya kno? at least he’ll be there for you when you need advice (: he seems like a goood friend! lol
I want to be the girl you're scared to lose, the girl you can't stop bragging about to all your family and friends, the first thought on your mind every morning, the reason why you can't fall asleep because your mind is filled with thoughts of her, the reason why you lose sleep every night, the girl who you keep your eye out for 24/7, the girl that will make your heart pound when you see her and hear her voice, the girl that will give you butterflies in your tummy, the girl who you hold so delicately in your arms, the girl you put your hands around, the girl you can't live without, the girl you're willing to die for, the one and only girl you'll ever love, the one where you'll be like, " yep, that's my girl. "
My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now. I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself. Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked. This confused me but I didn't ask questions. I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park. This confused me but I didn't ask questions, I was bored anyways. We walked to the park, it wasn't that far, and they said to sit on the swing set. I didn't really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories. Suddenly, I was blindfolded. When my friends took it off, there he was. The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend. He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. "I know this is one of your least favorite places. I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest. And you don't like change. But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began. I've sat by & watched you get hurt long enough. You're beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny. And impatient. So, I won't drag this out. I love you, & I'd like to be your boyfriend...Will you go out with me?" This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special. It's been 5 long years, and just today, he said those exact words. To propose.
I've heard it a million times. "You can do better. You deserve so much more." In reality, you're right. But sometimes when you love, you love the person for who they are despite what they've done wrong to you. That's what love does to you. It's not about who you deserve, it's about who you want, who you need, and who you love.
okay. so there's this boy. he's my bestfriend. i tell him EVERYTHING! so he liked me for about a yr and we were planning on going out. but when i told him i wanted to wait a while he flipped out and starting calling me bitch and a slut and a hoe and said that ahh he wanted to do was fuck me after eeeeverything i ever told him he treated me like that. yessss i DID cry cus it hurt and for someone i really cared about its jhs toooo hard to forgive him. so this is what happened thaa other night.
_______ :so i really like you, and im SUPER sorry for what i sed before. i didnt mean it. yur smart, funny, nice and beautiful and i jhs want to call you mine :)
me:awwww! thats cuteee but idk. its like i really liked you and the things you said hurt. like i cant even really forgive you anymore. you dont kno how badd youFUCKED yurrself!
_______:im SOOOO sorrrrry ! :( i NEVER meant to hurt you. that shet came outta my ass!
me:well idk you kinda fucked it upp.
_______:well can i have a second chance? i prooomise ill make it work this time! (:
SOOOO what do you guys think ? should i give him a second chance?
so here’s what i have to say. i do like you . i pretty much always have. your smile, those gorgeous eyes, the way you laugh your personality. how i tell you everything and can feel like i can trust that you wont tell anyone anything or judge me for things ive done in the past. plus i love how i can just be myself around you and not worry about anything else cause you do the same things. how you make them weird faces and makee jokes to me . i find it adorable ! i love that my family loves you and that they would accept you as one of our family members. We see eachother almost everyday and yet we hardly talk anymore. It’s like liking something that could possibly never happen maybe our families are just to close, idk. its hard to say when you’ve never told me how you feel.. but all i have to do it wait i guess.